if some kind soul would take a step forward and teach my shyness how to disappear, i'd be happy with a chesire grin and continue all of this.
until then, it's dead.
cautio.enim.posterus


wallsbrittle and dry, the chalky walls that crumble, rough and doubtful only on provocation, i ask for cross invasion, the breaking down the doors, smashing up glasses so the shards will stuck and change my nights, so hot i itch the walls until they melt but larva will not permeate the chalk bounderies because i am not strong or stable to carry or bleed. i am sterile dry and brittle, the chalky walls are dust.walls


swallow-choke-swallowi swallow pills these days because i'm too scared not to. i'm infantile and yet my heart keeps slowing, i'm senile. young, but i want to be younger. i wish i was young once. desperate for a child, though more desperate for a mother. tired of passion and tired of apathy. tired of being tired. depending on dreams, cutting off from hope. never, forever. i want to be well but i want to be me. i'm not enough me. i am too much of you but there is never enough of you. i'm senile and yet my heart skips out of control, i'm infantile. i choke on pills today because i'm too scared to swallow.swallow-choke-swallow


shrinking youngthe shrinking young, evaporating in age old sleep, they are sedating us children into cold grey winter then it is true, the bitter splinter has ruptured golden heart of our youth refuse all hope, I give nail and tooth beg and entreat from black stiffened tongue give me mine, return my shrinking youngshrinking young


Gravida ZeroVenus is the mother in an oyster shell. The walls cave inwards, over her and under her in a sterile white casing. A little light of crystalline, crystal salts that burn to black in brackets of cold glass. A cold horizon, ether sky over aqua calm; the sea that calms and drowns her deep inside.Gravida Zero
Quick, desperate breaths in from the mask, it is a shield that moulds itself over her nose and her mouth to disguise the pain. The gas is thick and heavy, with fingers of giants pressing into the pain. The gas stings inside her lungs, tracing a poison through her throat as she breathes, in out. In o
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